I Am A Survivor
This poignant poem was written by Teyunna Spears, a City House participant.
I Am A Survivor
Life wasn’t easy growing up as a child, nor is it easy now, But I’m still here, alive trying to make it the best way I know how.
Through the abuse, the neglect, the hurt, the pain I feel each day, Running to drugs, alcohol, anything to make it go away. I didn’t trust enough to let anyone too close to my heart, Not knowing I was pushing away those who truly loved me from the start.
Sick and tired of being sick and tired, I gave up on my life, Depression and drugs had taken over and all I wanted was to die.
I tried many, many times to forget my unwanted past, Dreaming of happiness and peace with the Heavenly Father at last. I couldn’t understand why God did not want me, Why He chose me to suffer a life so crazy. I realize now things happened for a reason, I have to keep the faith, stay strong and start believing.
It’s a struggle to accept the things I cannot change, But I have the willingness to overcome my past today. I survived all past hurts because I am blessed, With the good Lord above I will pass this test. It’s a wonderful feeling to know things will soon be alright, That He’s always with me and will never leave my side.
I Am A Survivor!
